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[personal profile] lunchbreaks 2019-08-20 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
Aziraphale feels his skin turning hot under Crowley's gaze and it's both endearing and alarming how caught off guard he feels that Crowley should be this way, to love him and desire him as if Crowley were a man starved and Aziraphale the only thing that could slake his hunger. He wouldn't want it any other way, but sometimes it still surprises him; he'd never thought of himself as anything particularly worthy of note. Handsome, yes, attractive, sure, charismatic of course, and intelligent and able to hold a good conversation but. Nothing like what Crowley sees in him.

Yet, he supposes the same is true in reverse.

So he dips his toes in and then slides all the way down, moving in the tub so that he is lying against Crowley's chest, and drawing his fingers across it, snagging them in the little hairs there. "Hmm?" he asks, clearly distracted. "Oh, yes, of course." He casts his gaze up for a second, just taking in a deep breath of all of this, before moving to sit up and gesturing for Crowley to turn around instead.

"Have I ever told you I love how you look with long hair?" he muses, drawing his fingers through it from the scalp down. "It's beautiful at any length, of course, but I love the way it frames your face."
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[personal profile] lunchbreaks 2019-08-21 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
Crowley is, of course, a tactile creature, and Aziraphale loves to indulge him with pets and light whispers of touches and personal grooming. He derives a pleasure from how nicely Crowley responds, satisfying like having a cat purr on your lap. Even relaxed, he can't help but emanate a magnetic energy, a buzz. Aziraphale loves this about him, how he is constantly in movement, his mind whirring with thought and idea. He would like to take a glimpse inside that brain, see what lies there untouched and personal.

He thinks Crowley has so much to share.

Massaging the shampoo into his scalp, Aziraphale takes his time, piles the suds on so thickly that their hair starts to look alike, both as if dolloped of frosting on a cupcake. He is drawn by the juncture where Crowley's neck meets his shoulder, and traces a finger on this line; how is he so beautiful, so perfect, even as a demon? No, because he is a demon. He dares to say that, as an angel, he would look differently, live differently, and most importantly, move differently.

Aziraphale presses a kiss to Crowley's long neck as he continues to work the soap into his scalp, hardly necessary as it's very much squeaky clean. Still, it doesn't matter. He rubs Crowley's temples, then the sides of his neck, presses his thumbs in little circles on his back and shoulders. "Mm, we don't have anything else to do today, you know. Perhaps I could find something suitable to wear, and we would go into town," he suggests. He never gets to go out with Crowley in public, not really. But perhaps, as a nanny and a gardener on their day off, they could decide to spend it together, perhaps go see a show or browse through old bookshops and boutiques.
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[personal profile] lunchbreaks 2019-08-22 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
Aziraphale is content to stay like this until their fingers prune from the water, and then lament that they won't be able to miracle it away. He doubts that anyone would mind, but it would still be considered a novelty, he supposes. An indulgence. He just wants that for Crowley all the time: indulgence, giving him exactly what he wants and then some. He is a demon starved for love and Aziraphale is an angel who is made of it, whose love only grows larger and more sweet as he dotes Crowley with it, blankets him in it. He would think of nothing else but to sew up all of Crowley's wounds with it, sustain him on it, let him use it as cover when he is cold and shelter when he should need. He knows no other way to love Crowley than fully: any attempts to do else were totally futile.

He should like, someday, that they would not have to put on silly disguises and wait for their employer to leave in order to be seen together, as any other couple could be seen together. But even so, he thinks of all the humans who loved someone they weren't supposed to love, who had to hide behind closed doors and hushed voices, shuttled away by family or friends or society, driven mad with desire and hopelessness. He thinks of all this and remains hopeful, and thinks on his fortunes that they should have this, that they should be able to go out together at all.

"Let them talk," he says, nuzzling Crowley's neck. "I want them to. If anyone else but you know that I love you, let it be the Dowlings: people who would not care, who would have no way to tell Heaven nor Hell if they wanted."

He grows bold, hiding in the shadow, lurking about. That's not really his area of expertise, nor a place where he is comfortable. He wants to be kissed by the sun, and he wants Crowley by his side when he is. He tries, again, and again and again, to weigh the inevitable against the impossible: Always, he comes up short.
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[personal profile] lunchbreaks 2019-08-22 11:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Aziraphale might be an angel, possibly the most loving of them all, because his love is a personal one. All the other angels love God's creations from afar, but Aziraphale touches and stays near. He noses Crowley's jaw and thinks of all of Creation, creatures great and small, and medium, with leaves or fur or scales or flaming red hair and deep-set eyes and the most expressive eyebrows. He thinks on long fingers with slightly knobbled knuckles and blunt fingertips, bony wrists that encase a wild pulse, sharp shoulders and sharp elbows and bumps and ridges of a fine back and spindly spine, a pronounced cleft down the center of a stomach, slender hips with prominent hipbones, strong thighs and corded calves that go on forever, flanking a generously proportioned sex. Of long feet and perfectly wiggly toes, that had once dramatically burned for him in a Church, so disconcertingly that he had forgotten to shout at their owner to remind him that he has wings and can fly. And then, finally, he thinks on those wings, sleek and downy and, in the right lighting, just the most wonderful shade of midnight blue.

His face grows hot even though he is presented with the most delectable thing in all of Creation, at the thought of gently holding it in his hands and trapping all of it in cloth and cosmetics. "Of course," he replies, leaving more kisses on Crowley's skin and letting his hands wander, treading familiar paths. One of his hands slips from Crowley's mouth and finds its way to spread its width across his neck; anyone else and this might have been a threatening gesture, one press and it would turn violent. But Aziraphale only wants to touch this pulse, this throat, this voice, that he holds so dearly.

"Not that there's any hurry," he repeats, curling an arm around Crowley's waist.
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[personal profile] lunchbreaks 2019-08-23 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
Crowley had better be careful, or else just a bath might turn into more than just a bath. But Aziraphale swallows hard and tries to will his body to behave, lest they never actually make it out of this bathroom today. It's just that Crowley just displays himself so effortlessly, so easily like a work of art hanging in a gallery. Aziraphale can feel his breath play against where his skin is wet, feels the tremors of his body vibrating with his voice, and he becomes hotter to touch.

"Anything for you," he murmurs in return, turning his cheek and kissing Crowley's temples. Taking a deep breath, he resumes his work, cupping water in his hands and letting it fall down Crowley's hair, gently washing away all the shampoo and leaving only the light fragrance behind. He's careful not to get any in his eyes.

When he is done with that, he reaches for the soap, wetting it and taking his time applying it all over every single part that he catalogues in his mind. Nothing goes uncared for, ignored or unwashed. His fingers really do start to prune, and his hair is still bone dry. Still, very little is more satisfying than getting to groom Crowley, and he doesn't want to stop.
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[personal profile] lunchbreaks 2019-08-23 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
They might just lose the entire morning like this, but Aziraphale returns the kiss as if they have all the time in the world. They could still take the afternoon, if Aziraphale didn't also get distracted while putting Crowley into his clothes. He'd almost done that a fair few times before, pulling up his skirts and zipping it over the round of his arse, slipping soft silky chemises over his arms. He is so very heartrendingly beautiful.

The water sloshes around them as Aziraphale moves to enclose his arms around Crowley's shoulders, holding him in an embrace in a bathtub that feels decidedly cramped for anything that he wants to do right this moment, but that's alright. To be absolutely fair to the tub, it does allow him to lean forward and kiss Crowley's shoulder, and then lean just a bit further and manage to kiss his knee. Aziraphale attends to Crowley as though he is some priceless thing because he is, the greatest of all the treasures that he's acquired. All jewelry he gets custom designed and some books fall into his lap, but only one snake has ever slithered up to him on a wall to make conversation about having caused the original sin.

To be quite fair, they had both been looking after the humans even then: Crowley, for their knowledge and their free will. Aziraphale, for their safety in the new world they were about to face. It should naturally follow that they be here now, nearing the end of the world, trying so hard to hold onto this thing that they've both influenced so much and whose formation they'd been so integral in.

"Will you at least help wash me first, before we get carried away?" he asks softly, though he wouldn't be too hard-pressed if the answer was no. Likely, they'd need another wash soon, regardless.
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[personal profile] lunchbreaks 2019-08-23 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
As much as Aziraphale is a fan of miracling himself clean, he does enjoy every once in awhile getting to just be groomed by Crowley. He doesn't love to do this himself, though there is something nice about having a book and having a glass of wine and lighting a candle. But, if he's being very honest with himself, he is mostly doing this on account of the fact that he can use it as an excuse to let Crowley touch him everywhere. It's not just in the ways that they do when they're alone together, but in many of the ways after they've made love, or if Crowley gets up particularly early in the morning. It's just something so simple and so pleasing, to be cared for this way by a lover.

His eyes darken just a tad as Crowley washes his hair, as he leans in and bites with just the barest hint of his teeth. He leans into it as if letting Crowley know he doesn't have to be so gentle, but he thinks Crowley already knows. Aziraphale has surprised himself over these last few years with just how incredibly sinful he is, never having thought of himself as particular lustful, even with the various partners he'd had over the years. But with Crowley, oh, with Crowley he could lose himself in the pleasures of their bodies for days at a time: the more Crowley offered, and the more he asked if this was alright, if this was okay, if he was good, the more Aziraphale sought to take from him, greedy for it in all senses of the word.

It isn't really behavior fitting of an angel, but Crowley is hardly a model demon himself. Here they both were, heavily indulgent and hedonistic in what humans may like rather than what angels or demons were supposed to like. And Aziraphale loves the feel of Crowley against his skin, whether his mouth or his fingers or anything else, the contact of him feeling more natural than his own skin, than even the clothes he'd gotten made for himself.
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[personal profile] lunchbreaks 2019-08-24 06:55 pm (UTC)(link)
If Aziraphale could be said to be greedy, he wouldn't argue: he loves to have things, wonderful little objects he collects like a raccoon or a crow or a mermaid, particularly loving to read books and understand better the human condition. As well as he's lived among them, he could never truly understand what it was like to be human, and he supposes he has a thirst for that knowledge, that unquenchable goal of understanding.

But this is a different matter altogether, a covetous, possessive thing. He wants Crowley to touch him wherever he pleases, his skin a landscape beckoning for Crowley to make every single scenic tour and inviting him to stay awhile at his neck and his hip and his rather thick thighs.

"Unfair," he whispers as Crowley kisses his neck, so caught is he, so enraptured. His breaths hitch at a drag of teeth, jaw slack and unable to close his parted lips which let all manner of little noises tumble forth from his loose tongue. How can he help it, with Crowley's skillful hands all over and mouth pressed against him? His body is weak and supple, complete putty in Crowley's hands on any day of the week. He can hardly remember why he thought he should survive this bath.

His body is, meanwhile, long past protest from how soon it had been since they'd last made love, and warms and makes its interest known. Aziraphale tries so, so hard to think of something very unattractive. He thinks about the waxy taste of putting Francis' dentures in his mouth, the smell of the spirit gum as he applies it by his ears.

But then he thinks of Ashtoreth's stockings gliding over Crowley's feet, of lifting red hair to link a delicate chain around his neck, and a jeweled glass perfume bottle with a tasseled pump, letting out a spritz of sharp spices and a resinous opium, a haunting sweet floral trying to claw its way from under the hazy smoke. Sometimes, a hint of it would be left by the end of the day, and it always left Aziraphale dizzy.

Yes, this is absolutely not working.
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[personal profile] lunchbreaks 2019-08-24 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh, Crowley, what are you doing--?" asks Aziraphale breathlessly, even as he lies back against Crowley's chest, even as his legs fall apart at his touch. How easily do his hips buck when Crowley's hands stray near, and finally to grasp him and grip him in those wicked fingers. "Mm--" he agrees, snapping his mouth closed to muffle the noise as his body moves naturally to shift against Crowley's, trying to get as close to him as possible, water sloshing everywhere on the bathroom floor in the urgency of his movement.

"Yess," he hisses, before letting out a gasp and a moan. Yes to him being unfair, yes to the unspoken question of whether Aziraphale would allow Crowley to touch him any way he so pleased, yes to all of it and then some. "Any excuse to get your hair and your legs in my hands, dear," he confesses, words sweet as torched marshmallow.

Head cradled against Crowley's chest, Aziraphale turns his cheek to kiss the juncture of his shoulder, to lean up and get a little bit of his collar bone. And despite all the soap and the scented bath, underneath the layers of cypress and sea spray and water, his nose is drawn to that warm spice underneath, dark and bittersweet skin, just ever lightly sulfurous as the hint of a smoking match. And Aziraphale, helplessly wound with lust, gives into it, fingers sliding from their vicegrip on the side of the bath.
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[personal profile] lunchbreaks 2019-08-24 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Not that Aziraphale had ever doubted Crowley's ability to take care of him, as it were, but the announcement flickers a little excitement in his core, lets himself be taken over completely. Despite his usually demure attitude, practically puritanical by anyone else who knows him, Aziraphale finds himself more often than not with such a hunger for Crowley's embrace. It humbles him to be so ensnared by lust that he can hardly think of anything else sometimes, and yet, when Crowley turns to him and responds with such equal and open thirst, he can't help but to feel relieved.

He supposes it's why Crowley likes to be assured that Aziraphale is pleased; Aziraphale likes to be reassured that Crowley wants him, desires him more than anything and definitely more than is convenient. "Oh, darling," he starts, momentarily speechless. "We'd never leave for work. They'd grow suspicious. We'd get sacked." He tries to list off all the reasons why he hadn't indulged Crowley before, rolling up his stockings and then lifting them over his waist and letting the fabric drag across his back as he thrust into him. If Crowley should start to say anything, he could shut him up by snapping the garter. He would, if he were so wickedly inclined.

"I love rubbing away at my skin and finding the red still there," he says. "All of me, yours as you want it." He makes a very unintelligible noise as Crowley describes what it might be like to paint Aziraphale's cock with his lipstick, and he feels as if he might shatter. "You are unholy," he responds, hips still arcing into his touch anyway.
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[personal profile] lunchbreaks 2019-08-25 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
"Only you could come up with a plan so diabolical," he responds in kind, wondering whether or not he should just swat Crowley away now. Seems rather unfair for Crowley to give him two orgasms and not even be able to return one until the evening. And evenings were already reserved for Aziraphale to map out all the parts of Crowley and explore all the ways there were to bring him pleasure. "Completely incorrigible to deny me this," he whispers, grinding back into Crowley's lap.

No, it wasn't as if Aziraphale had kept count over the years, but if he had, he would be sure that he walked away with more net orgasms than Crowley had, and that was just unacceptable. He isn't a selfish lover, no. He will save those moments for when he needed rescuing, because that was another thing that, although no count existed, he was sure his corporation had been saved many more times than the favor had been repaid.

"You just want me to be driven mad by the time we get home, enough to throw you on the bed and love you until you beg me for mercy," he accuses. "Would you allow me to reciprocate for you if I told you I'd do that anyway?" he asks, gently prying. He hopes that he has not left Crowley starved for attention that he should have to feel the need to do this. But then again, sometimes Aziraphale just called Crowley nice for the express purpose of being thrown up against a wall, goading him into a bit of rougher, possessive play.

It's times like these he wonders if they're at all any different, deep down.
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[personal profile] lunchbreaks 2019-08-25 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
Later, in the depths of the evening and late at night but with nowhere to be in the morning (truly, honestly this time, as Aziraphale won't have to get up and tend to the plants), he'll wring Crowley dry of orgasms until he tells the angel no more, that his body can't take it, that he is exhausted. And Aziraphale will have him sprawled bonelessly over his lap, cock in his fist and stomach held gently under a broad fan of fingers, telling him one more, one more.

Aziraphale squeezes his thighs together over Crowley's cock, rocking lightly up and down, soapy waves splashing around and gone uncared for while they attend to more pressing matters. He feels the pressure against his balls, and with his back bridged, holds onto the slippery tub for purchase. He speeds up, down onto Crowley's lap and up into his grip, eyes prickling and rolling back into his head as he continues.

It takes very little else but a little time for Aziraphale to come, streaking the soap-clouded water a milky white. His body shudders as wings do before they take flight, and he feels the freefall all around him, exhilarating and free.

He redoubles his efforts then, though his shins and knees are killing him on the porcelain. He thinks if anything, he'll want to turn around, face Crowley as he glides his cock in and out from between his thighs. He finds that if he bows his back far enough, he could possibly tip Crowley's chin enough for a messy half-kiss, so he does, greedily takes a gnash of lips and teeth.

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